Jul. 21st, 2017 02:46 pm
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It's ON.

oh shit they're onto me

Jul. 18th, 2017 10:22 pm
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So I took this test where they derive your personality from your reactions to photographs of psychopaths. (Apparently this is a real thing thought up by an actual doctor?) Anyway:

Those maniacs know what's up, I guess.

my aunt karyn and me

Jul. 17th, 2017 10:38 pm
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Stolen from bookishgeek.

You are not easily impressed. Guys love how much of a challenge you are, but you don’t usually give them the time of day. People probably think you are a bitch, but you like to think of it as you don’t take BS from anyone. You’re the gorgeous girl who every guy would love to get to know, but unless he can break down those walls he doesn’t stand a chance. Source

You're feisty and while that can sometimes get you in trouble, for the most part, it just means that people are wooed by your charismatic personality. You've got some resentment in you for how you've been treated either by your family or society, but that anger only fuels you to go out and subvert expectations in your professional and personal life. Speaking of your personal life, you probably also have a really great pet that's utterly devoted to you. (Rajah forever!) Source

You hold yourself and everyone around you to high standards that you refuse to compromise. You know exactly who you are and what you stand for, and you insist that others respect you for the person you are and not who they want you to be. People love you for your witticisms and your generous heart. Source

skull crusher

Jul. 16th, 2017 10:01 pm
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I have been in bed 80% of the past 48 hours because my goddamn head is caving in and nothing can touch the pain and basically I want to burn everything.


Jul. 14th, 2017 10:49 pm
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I spent most of today in bed because Pain. I'm exhausted on a cellular level. My mood is weird. Sometimes my thoughts are totally scattered. Sometimes I'm down, sometimes irritable and/or anxious. I am paranoid and scared and stressed, especially about money to the point that I feel physically ill.

My thoughts are too loud, like bat wings breaking the air by my ears.

I want to get this haircut again, my favorite:


It feels so good, but I look dyke-y and even fatter with short hair. My long hair is beautiful and I look better with it, but it's uncomfortable. Maybe I'm just so irritable that everything bothers me. My hair hurts. Maybe I want to slice it off so that just one thing will be lighter. I can carry one less thing.

I have this unshakable feeling that I'm a bad person, and there's nothing I can do to fix it. Out, damned spot. Hell is murky.

tw: rape

Jul. 11th, 2017 08:57 pm
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Education Secretary Betsy DeVos is meeting with "men's rights" groups to discuss campus rape policies. One of the groups involved publishes treatises on things like, "falsely accused students suffer emotional trauma similar to that of rape victims." I don't know about you, but I'm feeling pretty optimistic about this.

silver linings

Jul. 11th, 2017 02:32 am
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On the other hand, I just read super happiness inducing spoilers for Spider-Man: Homecoming and Infinity War, so that definitely helps me in these times where the world is awful and my illnesses have created an infinite feedback loop.
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Meanwhile in Arkansas, women now legally require explicit permission from the father of the fetus to abort it, even if that male was a domestic abuser and/or rapist.

I personally think it's SUPER when I have to ask my rapist for permission to do something to my own body. This will in no way compound the trauma and reinforce the idea that I deserved to be assaulted because my body's purpose is to provide pleasure at the whim of men.

getting everybody fired up

Jul. 10th, 2017 09:58 pm
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Today's mood is

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